You shaped them Moulding my insecurities to your narrative You warped my expectations Reasonable expectations and they took another form. It was disguised as mending Fixing Building But the foundations you lay were sloppy. The communicative cement that binds each brick was laced in deceit and hidden truths. The bricks themselves were half hearted andContinue reading “Our home”
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It’s in closeness we are unable to see the bigger picture.
Brown
As MY melanin radiates from my skin- YOUR skin absorbs the radiation from the tan bed. It is only FAIR that my LOVELY complexion is desired. Brown is on-trend haven’t you seen.
K
Your attentive nature covered me in a blanket of ease. I didn’t realise I’d get so hot within it that my pain ridden words would attack and burn it into ashes. I anticipate your return, With a fire extinguisher. Please.
travelling companion.
It was in my baggage that I saw.. the weight of your deceit I carried.
Fireworks
Waiting for the day my insecurities won’t stop you from loving me. My reactions to your actions hurt. And my depth lies in the learnt. My learnt actions My routines Of checking and updating your transparent existence on a platform of illusion. My heart shines when thinking of you then it flutters… …fire works shootContinue reading “Fireworks “
Mental strength
I’m on a journey And I have not reached my destination. Yet.
An unconventional goodbye letter.
As she wills a step forward The heart is were you left it. When turning around, she can see it there suspended… Waiting for you to catch up. Logic refuses to pause it stumbles ahead keeping her face turned afront, ahead, focused. The juxta heart imbedes its veins into its position. Carving pain andContinue reading “An unconventional goodbye letter.”
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My tears are still waving goodbye. They flow freely everyday. The storm has not quietened. The thunder is forever hidden, silent but the lighting pours. Impulsive washes of denial and disparity Infringed in thoughts of chaos and loss The ache has not subsided.
The silent man?
The silent man, is the type to share only when asked but explains he only shared because you asked The silent man, is the type to let you think, believe, hope when that was not his intentions. The silent man, lets you talk until you start sharing your emotions and feelings to only then explainsContinue reading “The silent man?”
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