Our home

You shaped them Moulding my insecurities to your narrative You warped my expectations Reasonable expectations and they took another form. It was disguised as mending Fixing Building But the foundations you lay were sloppy. The communicative cement that binds each brick was laced in deceit and hidden truths. The bricks themselves were half hearted andContinue reading “Our home”

Sharing helps understanding Sharing solves problems Sharing cures infectious depressions Sharing provides clarity Sharing is knowledge Knowledge is power. Our conversation could be the voltage needed to stand up and make the change. A change. Thought we were in this together. Felt a partnership brewing- I felt wrong. Sharing is not your intention and iContinue reading

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Your attentive nature covered me in a blanket of ease. I didn’t realise I’d get so hot within it that my pain ridden words would attack and burn it into ashes. I anticipate your return, With a fire extinguisher. Please.

Fireworks 

Waiting for the day my insecurities won’t stop you from loving me.  My reactions to your actions hurt. And my depth lies in the learnt. My learnt actions My routines Of checking and updating your transparent existence on a platform of illusion. My heart shines when thinking of you then it flutters…  …fire works shootContinue reading “Fireworks “

Mental strength 

I’m on a journey  And I have not reached my destination.  Yet.

An unconventional goodbye letter.

As she wills a step forward  The heart is were you left it.   When turning around, she can see it there suspended… Waiting for you to  catch up. Logic refuses to pause   it stumbles ahead keeping her face turned afront, ahead, focused. The juxta heart imbedes its veins into its position. Carving pain andContinue reading “An unconventional goodbye letter.”