Our home

You shaped them Moulding my insecurities to your narrative You warped my expectations Reasonable expectations and they took another form. It was disguised as mending Fixing Building But the foundations you lay were sloppy. The communicative cement that binds each brick was laced in deceit and hidden truths. The bricks themselves were half hearted and

Fireworks

Waiting for the day my insecurities won’t stop you from loving me.  My reactions to your actions hurt. And my depth lies in the learnt. My learnt actions My routines Of checking and updating your transparent existence on a platform of illusion. My heart shines when thinking of you then it flutters…  …fire works shoot

Mental strength

I’m on a journey  And I have not reached my destination.  Yet.

An unconventional goodbye letter.

As she wills a step forward  The heart is were you left it.   When turning around, she can see it there suspended… Waiting for you to  catch up. Logic refuses to pause   it stumbles ahead keeping her face turned afront, ahead, focused. The juxta heart imbedes its veins into its position. Carving pain and

Note to my younger self

we see the signs we follow the signs we drive past the signs  We acknowledge the signs and feel they don’t apply to us. But dear, his choices are signs. No words are clearer. His actions are signs that you cannot hear.  Do not fool yourself in delusions of hope when there is none. Leave

The tears have dried on my face now. We’ve finished. 

The Rhetoric Intersection

It is at the intersection you will find out… what we are really made of. Whether you are willing to try another path. Are you willing to walk along the shrapnel infested path barefoot? What if it leads you to your goal? What about a path that gathers pain with each  delicate step? Imagine a

The arch in your back.

What I have learnt and asked myself over the past few months: Racism never left our society’s and communities. People are dying over the differences rather than coming together because of their similarities. Humans have become greedy, selfish and self centred. The richest men and women in the world will not come together and use